Sans the Rubber
Man... I've been busy! So much work, so little time!
I've been wanting to write a chronology of my fucked-up love life i.e continue from the previous post, but I haven't got much time to do so.
Anyway, this is the story of what happened recently....
Some 3 weeks ago, I was in bed with the boy. Well, we're not exactly an item. It's a complicated relationship (which I'll elaborate later).
We're friends of 3 years and have been pretty close. Of late, we've been seeing each other for meals and he came over to my place for a couple of times and we would jusr chit-chat. Platonic friendship.
Anyway, one night, he came over to my place to give me some stuffs. About an hour later, he went off to the nearby pub for a few drinks with his friends while I went to the train station to send another friend off. After a few drinks, he came back to my place, slightly high from the drinking. I have zilch idea as to why he came back again. Anyway, I was having dinner. He was on the setty, watching me eating my food. When I was done, he came to use my pc while I went to wash the dishes. Before I went to the kitchen, my itchy hands gave him a little massage on his shoulder and he enjoyed it so much! And I continued with the massage after I was done with the dishes.
I told him to take off his jacket as it would make it easier for me to massage. Then another layer came off. Then it was on the bed. He kinda dozed off in between. I guess I had good massage skills. :P He was asking if I actually went for massage classes! hehe... Then he gave me massage. I must say, he was good. He lifted the T-shit and unhooked my bra when I got my back massage from him. Heavenly!! As he was massaging, he said 'Turn around!' I'm not sure if he was joking but I did not do so. I guess I was shy. After giving each other body massage (shoulder, back, thighs and hands ONLY) we were tired. He was lying on the bed, almost falling asleep. I went to wet a towel and left it on his face.
Some how, he started tickling me and I found myself lying on his left arm. Then we kissed, with the towel in between. He lifted the towel and our lips met. That was when it all started...
We kissed and he was all over my body. It was surely something I missed and I was getting it back. The next thing, both of us were naked. The hand job, the oral sex, the missionary position. Neither of us cummed, (un)fortunately. It was hard for his willy to penetrate because the pussy was so tight after being inactive for 3 years! He tried and I tried but it was too painful so we both gave up. But... the making out sessions continued. Ahh.. the joy!
It was late so he had to leave......
My period is about 4 days late now. I was so worried that I am pregnant because we sort of had unprotected sex. BUT.... I wasn't ovulating then- it was about 4 days after the period ended. He didn't cum hence no sperm- and I'm pretty sure there wasn't any premature ejaculation.
Hell.. I was living in fear for the past few days. I went online to check on signs of pregnancy, I psychoed myself that it wasn't possible to be pregnant. I prayed and I prayed and I prayed.
Finally, I gave up. I couldn't bear living in fear anymore. I went to the local pharmacy to get a couple of pregnancy test kit. (Damn cashier, don't give me that look ok. Stop being judgemental!)
I came back and drank loads of water so I could pee a.s.ap. I immersed the kit into my pee for 20 seconds and 60 seconds later...... the result was...
NEGATIVE!
I was estatic! I thanked God. I nearly cried!
A lesson learnt- No rubber, no sex. Period!
I've been wanting to write a chronology of my fucked-up love life i.e continue from the previous post, but I haven't got much time to do so.
Anyway, this is the story of what happened recently....
Some 3 weeks ago, I was in bed with the boy. Well, we're not exactly an item. It's a complicated relationship (which I'll elaborate later).
We're friends of 3 years and have been pretty close. Of late, we've been seeing each other for meals and he came over to my place for a couple of times and we would jusr chit-chat. Platonic friendship.
Anyway, one night, he came over to my place to give me some stuffs. About an hour later, he went off to the nearby pub for a few drinks with his friends while I went to the train station to send another friend off. After a few drinks, he came back to my place, slightly high from the drinking. I have zilch idea as to why he came back again. Anyway, I was having dinner. He was on the setty, watching me eating my food. When I was done, he came to use my pc while I went to wash the dishes. Before I went to the kitchen, my itchy hands gave him a little massage on his shoulder and he enjoyed it so much! And I continued with the massage after I was done with the dishes.
I told him to take off his jacket as it would make it easier for me to massage. Then another layer came off. Then it was on the bed. He kinda dozed off in between. I guess I had good massage skills. :P He was asking if I actually went for massage classes! hehe... Then he gave me massage. I must say, he was good. He lifted the T-shit and unhooked my bra when I got my back massage from him. Heavenly!! As he was massaging, he said 'Turn around!' I'm not sure if he was joking but I did not do so. I guess I was shy. After giving each other body massage (shoulder, back, thighs and hands ONLY) we were tired. He was lying on the bed, almost falling asleep. I went to wet a towel and left it on his face.
Some how, he started tickling me and I found myself lying on his left arm. Then we kissed, with the towel in between. He lifted the towel and our lips met. That was when it all started...
We kissed and he was all over my body. It was surely something I missed and I was getting it back. The next thing, both of us were naked. The hand job, the oral sex, the missionary position. Neither of us cummed, (un)fortunately. It was hard for his willy to penetrate because the pussy was so tight after being inactive for 3 years! He tried and I tried but it was too painful so we both gave up. But... the making out sessions continued. Ahh.. the joy!
It was late so he had to leave......
My period is about 4 days late now. I was so worried that I am pregnant because we sort of had unprotected sex. BUT.... I wasn't ovulating then- it was about 4 days after the period ended. He didn't cum hence no sperm- and I'm pretty sure there wasn't any premature ejaculation.
Hell.. I was living in fear for the past few days. I went online to check on signs of pregnancy, I psychoed myself that it wasn't possible to be pregnant. I prayed and I prayed and I prayed.
Finally, I gave up. I couldn't bear living in fear anymore. I went to the local pharmacy to get a couple of pregnancy test kit. (Damn cashier, don't give me that look ok. Stop being judgemental!)
I came back and drank loads of water so I could pee a.s.ap. I immersed the kit into my pee for 20 seconds and 60 seconds later...... the result was...
NEGATIVE!
I was estatic! I thanked God. I nearly cried!
A lesson learnt- No rubber, no sex. Period!
posted by Confused at 9:08 PM
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